Sunday, February 08, 2009

Yes i fear the unknown...so do u!

today

i wake up searching for my lost pot of gold
my gift of wonder, my art called words,
some more i lost they said i had
a heart of gold, the gift of love...
i ponder in silence till the mystery unfolds...

yet another day i lose it...
the gazillion flowers that bloom in my heart
my bed-of-roses-life made me smile cos i knew
i knew to express how it felt, pain and pleasure

cant make out anymore, in this sea of emotions
i sink deep and search...yet i leave unanswered
cos its a void at the temple of terror in my head...
so i suppress this pillar of hope to FIND ...

for now, i just decide to search, all that they said i had...

and maybe one day i will actually have it

within me

to let them know that losing is how u find it...

17 comments:

sukku said...

Well without losing it...you can't find it...now that you know that you have lost it...I'm sure you can find it....

The blogger formerly known as Sansmerci said...

ahh someone has visited my blog finally! thanks sukku i thought everyone's forgotten me after my break!

Vasanthan said...

No,u were not forgotten, i still came , just didn't post comments.

a good poetic write. i liked it.

The blogger formerly known as Sansmerci said...

thnks vasanthan... comments encourage... else its too borin to write u kno

Blindwreck said...

Wow! brilliant stuff... a poem after quite a long time i see!! so true, unless you lose you'll prob'ly never have known of having it.

buttt.... why this now babe??

MultiMenon said...

Its been looong..Brilliant!!!

Des are supposed to be happy times I thought...??? :(

Take care..ll c ya hpfly on 23rd..

Nikhil

The blogger formerly known as Sansmerci said...

thanks blindy

exctly i donoy this now .. i jus dono what to express so jus expressed that

The blogger formerly known as Sansmerci said...

multi

so u assumed htis is not a happy osng eh ... hmm.. i myself dono if its a happys ong ot sad song.. m jus so lost in emotions high and low happy sad excited confused anxious nervous depressed over elated etc etc... and thats the product of it!

Anonymous said...

I was almost about to type a comment and thats when i lost my words tooo... can we search it together??

~B~

The blogger formerly known as Sansmerci said...

*blush blush*

Anonymous said...

*blush blush*

Renu said...

I came here first, but didnt know what to write:), I was expecting some post flush with the preparation of marriage, oozing happiness left right and centre:)

The blogger formerly known as Sansmerci said...

haha renu i knew it ...thts exctly y this thing sprang up in mind..i kno readers r expectin me to write on d-day and my feelings etc.. but m thoroughly confused...emotionally and otherwise too.. i ve read som many beautiful wedding posts by many bloggers.. i jus don wnana mess up mine... will write soon tho :) (hopefully)

Anonymous said...

Oyeeee
wat happened why this kind of poem now :S ????
u shud be in a jolly mood
Any ways I think u shud write more of poems as u have a nice flair for them so keep posting them!!!

Vj

The blogger formerly known as Sansmerci said...

thanks da its not a sad poem its jus a poem tryin to tell tht i cnt write or express anymore there are too many emotions and i don even kno wat m feelin nemore :)

phew! think i ll write another post soon!

Renu said...

U need not to worry about other bloggers..just share what you are doing:)

The blogger formerly known as Sansmerci said...

haha will do soon