Friday, January 25, 2008

My first attempts with photoshop!

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Every Hero is a Superhero

Here’s an age-old subject which has been discussed over n over again but no one seems to come to a conclusion cos’ everyone has their own opinion on it.

But one of my friends wanted me to write about this on my blog, as he was very worried about what’s happening to the world. He is the kind to take the first step to change the world. Maybe he will one day! We will call him ‘KOLI’ for our reference here, since he does not like unnecessary publicity, which will interfere in his superhero acts and he mite get exiled (watch ‘Incredibles’ for more info).

FYI: He is also known to have a Split Personality named 'GOLI'!

KOLI says: Men and women are not treated equal in this world! Why is that men are always measured with the amount for their bank balance and women are measured with their beauty. Why do women fall for men with money and men fall for the looks? If Amitabh can romance with Jiah khan, why cant Shahid Kapur romance with Jaya Bachchan? Why are people so shallow and cant see women as nothing beyond entertainment material? Why can’t these rules be broken? This is unfair; it’s ridiculous I SAY! We have to do something about this …

And KOLI runs around screaming: Why God but Why???????????????

I had to get outa the scene before he turned into GOLI.
But KOLI, here is what I think bout this ….

MY OPINION is that everything was planned out well in the olden days. Men had to work, women had to take care of the home. Probably decided on the basis that men can work hard and women are delicate physically, plus family needs mother nurturing more than the father, based on the emotional quotient. So SHE does what she is good at (emotional task) and HE does what he is good at (the physical). Today, the world has changed and women are more educated. BUT are fooling themselves in the name of so-called FREEDOM, burdening themselves with work outside and at home. Cos of this kids don’t get the love they long for or a family to mold them. Fine it’s a fast world, no use talking bout it.

But you have to agree that since men are hypocrites, women have to lose their identity today. Men cannot accept change, but want to be it. Women have changed but they can’t be it cos men wouldn’t be. If you know what I mean! Today’s guys are ready to be open-minded but only outside the house, which some straightforward girls cannot understand or act! It should be the same vice versa, but since I donno much gals I have no comments on it. Who knows it could be worse with hypocritic women. Na! Am losing track where was I …hmmm…

Yea so …due to the role reversals, you think it is not fair to judge a guy with the money he has or a woman with how she looks. Fair enough, I would say that judging by itself is not fair. But I should tell you, for a guy that’s very sweet of you to think like that. But I am not with you in this. Men and women can never be equal; they are different in every way. When a man knows a woman falls or stays with him only if he works hard and earns, he does it to keep her happy. A woman is happy when she knows she is good looking and when she is at her best. She gains the confidence to win the world, not just emotionally, but strong in every way. Haven’t you seen the ‘Fairever’ ads, 'with great beauty comes great confidence'. It is a source of motivation to keep themselves fit and admirable and yes only the need to be attractive to a guy would encourage her. So this is how the society has to work if we have to keep going on.

Now don get me wrong. I don like women being treated like entertainment either. I wouldn’t ever wear jewelry or make up unless I personally want to. But trust me, being a woman (at least physically) I know how important it is for her to feel good looking and be appreciated for it. It is only when it goes beyond healthy motivation and negative utilization, I get frustrated. You should watch the ‘Bee Movie’ to know what will happen if the chain breaks. Bees make honey, humans use it! Bees get angry and sue humans and win. No more honey for humans but what happens to the bees? They get lazy to work and since there is no more pollination the world gets dry! Nature has a cycle for a reason.

And hey lemme tell u something, not every gal falls for rich guys and not every guy falls for beauties, there are exceptions since women have become financially independent today and men have grown up to see beyond the superficial. Or so does sansmerci think …mabbe not!

Oh btw every hero is a superhero! Now i dono y i said that, i just had to bring the topic somewhere.. hehe.. but yea it is very true in Indian movies.. every hero does change the world but can we do it in reality? Hmm.. watch 'Evano Oruvan' (Tamil) starring Madhavan - quite a subject and more reality than cinema. Maybe i ll write a separate post bout it. Now coming back to our actual subject... OMG! What have i done ..

B4 we lose our super hero here .. Let's all join hands and call out loud...


PS: On a more seirous note, my friend here really looks forward to your opinion on this subject!

Monday, January 21, 2008

Beyond the Beyond - As my diary reads on 21/05/07

love is all around spread it show it share it socialise party humanity LIFE give take love care beautiful everybody loves u ur in the limelite nobody cares but a few good friends u think nobody caresnobody really careseverybody actually give up n stop carin u don care bout urself nemore u stop carin for others u hurt urself hurt everyone around hostility indifference loneliness dark ugly addiction death beyond a point nobody cares n wen u give up but wat u dono is theres a point beyond where life gives up on un u start really carin for urself m scared i care bout me myself .. for the first time in my life not cos theres noone else to .. cos i killed myself .. i gota save myself .. is it too late to love myself? i cnt belive i care for myself ...I CANT !!mayb its the stage beyond the beyond where i got no option but to save msyelf .. or kill myself .. after all m selfish too .. m beyond the beyond stage .. heheheeeeeeeeeeeeeecnt u c ur mailin it to urself n readin it urself u dumb crazy bych

That's a bad suicide note aint it? Atleast for a writer ... well better luck to me next time on both the suicide and the note hehe .. neways m not Kurt Cobain write a sexy note even at that point but that line will always be my anthem - Its better to Burn out than to Fade away!

PS: am sure u din understd nehtin outa it! i did a lil tho wen i was sane .. neways i din edit a word so it remains in its original form u c :) gosh my life was so eventful! boring now!

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Conceived with a KISS

The one breath u sacrificed
Been my life support since
The one touch you blessed me with
Been my reason to smile since
The one kiss that brought me alive
Been my strength to live since
The one-day when we make love
The sun will star the moon on the silver sky

Ever since you made me feel wanted
Woke me up from my grave
I would never forget, I would never regret
Ever since you made me feel loved
Gave me the dream to survive
The lust to live life, the kiss of desire
Put a smile on my face since m pregnant with joy.

Friday, January 04, 2008

Yeah its me!

Thursday, January 03, 2008


Empty spaces filled with bits and pieces don’t feel whole
Shattered dreams compensated don’t reach the soul
While am walking around freezing cold
Hope is a luxury I cannot afford

Dreams, hopes, inspiration, ambition, compassion, love, compromise, soul mate, sweet, passion, sex, money, luxury, bitter, desperation, addiction, emptiness, loneliness, fear, god, music, heart, hurt, bleed, death and life after the soul is dead! How do I dream again?

It so happens that when we need something we don’t get it and when we get it we don’t know its worth and when its too late we need it badly again. This circle is too damn funny when I come to think of it, looking at it as a person outside the world, as a 3rd person to the human mind. I wanna lauf my ass off at this inversely proportionate theory of what ppl need and what they get. But yeah I am not a 3rd person here and my life is almost always ruled by this crazy formula.

Think of it, this would’ve happened to you, something that felt home feels strange, someone who felt ‘yours’ seems a stranger and everything your world was made of could mean nothing to you one day. It’s kinda creepy actually. I am very nostalgic and I can relate to a place or person even after years of separation. But still with some people or places, say an office you worked for years or a person who was your best friend from childhood don’t seem to fit in your life when you meet them after so many years cos you and your life has changed completely. But the greatest miracle is that one word of hatred, one act of repulsion or a spot of misunderstanding makes a place not home anymore or distant a friend from the heart in a fraction. The theory of finding intimacy with someone who was a stranger once is acceptable but vice versa is definitely weird!

Life is like a jigsaw puzzle of a broken mirror image of yourself. You try to put yourself in place but you don’t realize its all just a reflection of who you are and what you do. A broken heart is as painful even after compromise like a rose that smells the same whatever name you call it. Life is definitely not a box of chocolate, if so we’ll all be named Forrest Gump! Cos when I don kno whats rong or rite, and act impulsive I only get what I deserve!

PS: Please ignore or just lol at my new found philosophical writing, am just dead bored at work and jotting down everything that wen thro my head with no sequence as usual. You know its weird when I started (thinking to start?) writing good (positive) stuff on my blog as most (that is all) of you keep telling me to … all I get to read in others blogs r tempting me to get bak to dark writing! Whatever said and done, words are best when you are depressed or drunk!